Wednesday, October 29, 2014

In Love

This past week was pretty amazing. Not only did I get to go South for a week but I also had the opportunity to get to know three super great ladies really well and experience the mighty work God is doing through Mercy Ministries in Monroe, LA.

Not to mention that we left on October 22. My one year anniversary of singleness. I told you that I would share a bit of what happened this week, so I'm going to! I am going to write down exactly how I did in my journal so you can get a bit of insight on my week.

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10/22/14

Hallelujah, the Victory.

"Walls Fall Down" Bible App Plan.
'The Perfect Number'
....God told the Israelites to walk around the walls of Jericho for seven days led by seven priests. On the seventh day, they were to march around the walls seven times. God promised that at the end of their seventh circuit around Jericho on the seventh day, the walls would collapse. The Israelites believed in the Lord's greatness and His plan for victory...Seven was the number God gave to Israel, but He may have a different number or timeframe for you...rest assured that the Lord knows your number. In His sovereignty, He knows the precise time your victory is coming.

[Psalm 139:16] -   

Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.

....your job is to have faith. Don't compare your journey to anyone else's, but know the Lord is preparing you for victory by shaping you in difficult times...

[Hebrews 12:1-3] -

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles. And let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us,  fixing our eyes on Jesus, the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

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Christ is our supreme example that there is hope even during our trials and great reward awaiting us.
During your walk around the walls of your personal Jericho, you may experience pain and uncertainty. But if you are faithful and follow God's plan, you will see the walls fall down in God's perfect timing. And just as the Israelites shouted and sounded the trumpets at the end of their journey, you too will celebrate your victory. That very moment is worth all the pain and strife that preceded it.
God's power and His love for you are greater than any obstacle you may be facing today. Trust in the unfailing character of the Lord. Follow His plan, and see the walls fall down.

Christ is enough for me!
I never knew what real love was
until I finally let You in.
You have cleansed my heart
You have washed my soul.
Your unending love overwhelms me.
All the years I ran from You,

the other lovers I allowed in.
O, Lord You've forgiven me.
You have make me clean.
You have made me new.
Your love for me was all I ever needed.
The things this world offers are all so empty.
You Alone satisfy.
You have make me new.
You brought me out of darkness
Into Your marvelous Light.
My God, my God You are Almighty.
My Abba, my Prince.
You Alone satisfy.
I never knew, I never knew.
Now I have seen that You are good.
You are faithful, over and over.
You have proven You are trustworthy.
Never looking back, never going back.
In Your Arms, the only place I belong.
Your Love is enough, all I need.
My Prince, my Jesus, my King.
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I am so joyfully in love with the Prince of my heart. He has swept me off my feet and shown me real love.

So as the 22 came to a close, I realized that even though the commitment of one year has ended, the commitment of following Jesus and being set apart for Him remains. I won't be ready for my future husband until Jesus tells me I'm ready.






"Christ is my reward, and all of my devotion now there's nothing in this world that could ever satisfy...Christ is enough for me..Everything I need is in You."


-Brit

Friday, October 17, 2014

Set Apart for my King

Jesus Christ is enough.

It's not Jesus plus a husband.
It's not Jesus plus kids.
It's not Jesus plus friends.

Jesus Christ Himself is enough. Just Him.

Listening to a message by Leslie Ludy - It's amazing how on target her life and what she is saying about womanhood and following Christ parallels my own life. As I'm sure it does many other women.

But as October 22 approaches I am excited about what the next step of my life will be.

I haven't always done things during this time as I planned to, but I know that God is using this time to teach me many things.

I've stumbled, I've fallen flat on my face, I've cried, I've yelled at God, I've doubted His plans, I've wanted to give up, I've wanted to run away completely and hide. But ya know what, God has been with me the entire time. He never left me and His grace abounds even more in my life. He has walked me through times when I cried my eyes out and sat empty in my room alone wondering if this commitment was completely worthless.

It hasn't been at all easy and as God gently pulled out many deep roots of brokenness in my heart I flinched but knew that it was exactly what I needed.

There's a long road ahead, this I know, but I know that God is with me and has been not only for this year but also for my whole life.

I will be away on the 22 but I will surely write in my journal and bring it back to you here online.

Much more to come in this great adventure as a Christ follower.

Psalm 73:25 -

Whom have I in heaven but You?
And earth has nothing I desire besides You.

Jesus is my desire and my treasure. The greatest treasure in existence.





"You know much better than I
and if destruction is what I need
then I'll receive it Lord from Thee..
..I'm only Yours now....
It's Your eye in the storm watching over me,
It's Your eye in the storm wanting only good for me."

-Brit